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Ahh, the birthday blues. Like clockwork they’ve come like the rains in this sleeper town. I feel obligated to write about things I’ve learned this year, goals and stuff like that but somehow, that would be insincere and rife with unfulfilled musings of things I wont really do. I’ll try but not really.

Twenty four. I mean at this point in our lives, our habits are ironclad, are they not? Personalities fixed, likes and dislikes are pretty much set in stone. Sure you can still change, it would be tyrannical to rob the human condition of evolution but deep inside you’d still have to own up to who you were in the past.

We’re all trying to better ourselves, to become the version 2.0 and be awesome. But isn’t that also a bit sad? When its sometimes hard to live the way we do, we select the virtues that we can fit in our lifestyles instead of taking what is clearly wrong and clearly right and deal with it. Like our treatment of other people, the obscene purchases we make or even our wastage of food and utilities, hell, our time. Its true that we believe what we believe and we can agree to disagree, live and let live – all that apathetic mantras we keep telling ourselves. We always say I’ll do what I want to do, if I don’t step on anybody’s toes then its all good.

What was I saying again?

Yeah. The choice. The virtues. The buffet of ideals where we are free to pick what we can stomach and live with and turn away from those that would entail too much from us. That is the day when we become cowards. Its easy to be passionate about something that hits close to home but what about those issues that matter too but you’re unaffected by? Inaction may not be as worse as setting something on fire but its just like you’re lighting the match.

I’m as passive as they come. I’m lazy, indolent. I smoke myself hoarse. I like challenges but not with the things that really matter. So this year, I’m owning up to it. And I’m sorry if I don’t make sense, I don’t always do.

We’re laying out the best plans, planning the best course of action. finding best online casino WTFLOLS. We improve.

Ok, I’ll stop with the verbal vomit nao.